Thursday, October 27, 2005
i am me
hi all.
was typing out "wewantbreakfast" on the email address bar and suddenly an image of us back in the earlier days of this year flashed before my very eyes. the tennis court. playing some catchball thing with black cloth. coming up with our first cheer.
tomorrow is the last day of school. this was the last week. yet it didnt feel like it. i mean, nobody was really in the mood for lessons anyway, for those who even bothered to come.
i guess all im saying is its been such great fun being in this class. our lives have just flown by and if we sit back and reflect, its kinda surreal that promos are already over. sitting in math lect listening to ms chen talk today abt us not having any holidays next year is really scary, but unfortunately, kinda true.
how many such parties will we have again. frankly, half of our stay here is over.
im kinda indignant abt jc doing this to us. what is two years anyway? peanuts and a cause for heartbreak.
i guess, some things never change. we're still as greedy as ever, always munching on a thing or two, like yingsze and huanna's secret locker stash of rice crackers, the fake oreos, bubble tea, mingkee etc, with the latest being choco cookies initiated by trix. - but we can never return to that tennis court again. we can, only make new memories.
and because each little thing we do adds on to our really short but precious memory of the class, i must apologize if at times i was the cause/root of any tension. i believe i was on more than one occasion, and this is something that, as i was telling angie the other day, i regret the very next minute after losing some form of control. for that and all, i'm sorry. i hope noone took anything personally- because it never was.
ok got that off my chest. i dont know what i'll do now. next year we will be really busy with our own lives, i really hope we continue to look out for each other. little groupings have formed but i hope we still stay cohesive as a class. cooperation sounds so much better than competition.
good luck with everything to come. it has been a most exciting school year. cant wait for j2, yet i fret it at the same time. what lies ahead, who knows? but im glad im gonna find it out with a bunch of pple like you. till then, i am me.
edalamram ate breakfast @ 11:14 PM
